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hyep sume... pkabo??? huh, daa lme rse x update blog neyh... da hmpir smggu gak rsenye... yea laa, skung aq da hmpir smggu gak laa daa start praktikal... neyh bru start cti for krismas day... and now, currently aq kt phg... lek kg rlease mind ckit meyh... even bru smggu aq start praktikal, tpi pnt die, wa ckp lu... fuhh...

pdhl keje yg aq kna t bkn pyh sgt pown, tpi bole thn laa pntnye... xbnyk yg aq leh cte sal keje praktikal aq tue meyh... stakat neyh aq just kna wt keje rgn2 jea... bese laa bru nk start keje an... slow2 meyh...

kt tmpt aq wt praktikal tue, aq sorg jea dak PTSB... ad ag dak len wt skli tpi dorg dri poli len... PD laa, UO laa, mlake pown ad gak... 15 org dak yg wt praktikal kt situ... tpi ktorg sume len2 kos... ad yg sme ngn aq... n skung ble daa bhgi2 section, aq dok kt post test...

aq igt an keje kt klg neyh sng... tpi pas aq start keje cni, bru aq sdr... xsng sbnrnye... n kbnykn yg keje kt situ kbnyknnye mkcik2 n org2 asing... n now aq dpt taw yg kbnykn keje kt situ almost nye engineer... pergghhh... xsgke wa... dorg ckp nk keje kt situ bkn sng... dorg tgok kllusan... tue yg pntg... n nk wt praktikal kt situ pown, x sume IPTA yg dorg trime... just a few jea...

ok, enough sal praktikal tue... nnti kalo ad cte ag sal keje aq tue, aq smbong ag k... skung aq nk cte sal something yg... hurmm... xtaw r nk cte cne... My Prince... daa lme ktorg xcntct... why??? i know, its my fault... ego...

mgkin skung ktorg tgh diuji... die kte starting bln 2 nnti ag pyh ktorg nk cntct... bcos, jdual die kt sne sgt2 pack... n slp2, fon pown die xleh bwk daa... arrgghhh... pyh laaa kalo cmtu... skung pown pyh... adoii...

mcm2 dugaan skung neyh... ad jea yg mghlg... kdg2 smpai aq sndri rse trsgt laa fed up... daa pnt... kdg2 aq pk mcm nk surrender jea... huh...

now, sume brgntung pde tkdir... if ad jdoh, ad laa... aq brserah... n if x ad, i'll accept it dgn hti yg trbuke... xkn laa aq nk mlwn tkdir lak an... spe laa aq neyh...

hurmmm... Mr ARAI aq is coming back in my life... aq xtaw for what die coming back in mylife... n, aq admit... until now, aq still xleh lupe an die... aq xtaw npe??? rse mcm ssah sgt...

n, now everything is clear... sumenye daa jlas... n aq brhrap sgt die taw ttg kbnrn neyh...aq xtaw nk cte kt spe bnd neyh??? kt blog neyh jea laa tmpt aq shout it out... sblom aq sdr akn sume neyh... aq slh an die 100% ats pe yg jdi kt ktorg... but now... aq srba slh sgt2...

n aq taw, die pown blame an aq 100%, sme cm aq... arrgghhh, Tuhan, ko berikanlah ptunjuk kpde die... n tell him the truth... stlh sume neyh jdi... aq sdr... pnce kmi jdi bgini, adlh dsbb an org ke 3...

org ke 3 tue bkn laa dri klgn ex2 die or aq... but dri klgn mmbe aq sndri meyh... skung bru laa aq sdar... ad trlntas kt dlm aty aq tok cte bnde neyh kt die... tpi aq xnk... aq xnk, mngaib an mmbe dpn org... tue bkn laa jnis aq...

andai Mr ARI taw sume neyh... tpi skung aq xbrksmptn tok gtaw die sume neyh... aq xnk laaa nnti de org ckp, daa buang ktip blik... tpi cne kalo kte buang ats pksaan or sbb org len... pe yg ptot aq wt skung neyh???

andai Mr ARAI taw... yg aq still rmember die... nver forget bout him... aq still igt nsht2 die... n aq still smpn sume bnda yg die bgi kt aq... i keep it nicely... argghhh... it has been almost 4 thun Mr ARAI... u know what is the 4 years... u know it...

seriously... skung aq ksal sgt ats pe yg brlku... sume brubah... i knew its my fault... dsbb an die we be like this... n skung... i dont know what should i do... should i tell him the truth... should i just let it go... what should i do...

n to that person that make us like this... i just wanna say thanx for everything... u r the 'best' that i ever had... enough with all this... tlg r brubah... n aq brsyukur coz skung ko pown tntu daa bhagia an... n brsyukur coz, aq ngn ko daa xshaluan... aq hrap, aq xd urusan ag daa ngn ko... enough for everything k...

k, ckop r stakat neyh tok kli neyh... aq xnk org kte aq neyh gile talak... hahaha... pdhl kapel jea pown... blom khwn ag... hahaha... now i hope the best thing will happen in my life...

4 comments:

ciksuhayanaa =) said...

sape wehh? tu pahal gamba berempat tepek kat blog kau? rendu aaa?

aena said...

daa hbs tue xkn aq nk ltk gmbr brdua ngn ko lak??? :P

ciksuhayanaa =) said...

letak gmba kau sorang ckop r. nk kurang sorang lak. betol2 rendu neh. HAHA

aena said...

gmbr aq sorg ad daa..
ko jeles ek???
hahaha...
yg sorg ag tue bkn xd, tpi yg akn dtg, aq ltk bsr2 gmbr die, kt tgh2... ok??? :P