Nothing =')

hyep sume... pkabo??? so, pe activity korg arini??? dok uma jea... on9 spnjg ari... shopping??? keje??? or something else???

i got nothing to do this weekend... tyme cuti neyh laa aq amk ksmptn nk rhat n tdo jerk... huhu... ari len kna keje jea... nk rhat n tdo sckopnye pown xdpt... pnt woe... even aq just prktikal kt tmpt tue... skung neyh aq rse mcm aq neyh permanent engineer lak kt situ... mne x nye... report non stop... meeting... adoiii...

tpi arini, aq kua ngn fmily... nk rlease tnsion... so, nk hlg tnsion pnye psl, ape ag... kua jln2 n shopping laa... hehe...

seriously, aq tnsion sgt2 mgu neyh... actually bkn mggu neyh je, tpi dri 2 mgu pas ag... bnyk sgt bnda yg jdi... ble bnyk sgt tknn mle laa aq rse down... n i feel so depressed...

fon aq... x8... rosak... aq syg sgt fon tue... even fon tu bese n murah je... tpi bgi aq fon tue sgt laa brhrge bgi aq... tue laa 1st fon yg aq bli on myself... slame neyh fon2 aq sume parents aq yg blikan... but now fon tue rosak... aq sdih gle laa... bnyk sgt bnda dlm fon tue... gmbr, note, n mcm2 ag laa...

my prince... xd spe taw pe prasaan aq kt die... miss u so much b... i know that nothing can be compared to u... nothing... just u n my fmily can be in my deep heart... b, thanx 4 all of that... i keep all of that promise in my mind... if u r not there that day, i really don't know where am i right now... thanx bcoz u have saved my life...

family... aq syg kn sgt fmily aq... lbh dri nyawa aq sndri... aq brhrp n sllu brdoa agr fmily aq sntiasa slmt n dpnjg an umo... n bia laa aq yg pergi dlu sblom dorg... sbb aq taw, without them, i'm nothing... without them, i won't be here... they are everything to me...

skung aq xtw nk ckp pe ag daa... bnyk sbnrnye bnda yg brmen dlm fkrn aq neyh... fkrn aq still messy skung neyh... aq rse mcm2... aq rse xd org pown fhm aq... even dorg ckp yg dorg fhm aq... tpi sbnrnye x... xd org yg care sal aq... xd org pown nk dgr mslh aq... xd org pown dpt ad kt ngn aq ble aq prlu... xd org pown taw skit aq... TAKDE...

i feel lonely... alone... always making problem... feelingless... all of the bad thing is me... feeling like i'm dying...

aq xmnx bnyk... ckop laa skdr mmhami aq... just be there when i needed... care bout me... taw skit bangun aq... be my listener...

but i know... nothing will happen... it just will be the same... nothing can be changed... n always be hurt...

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